Every heartbreak seems to be a reminder of what I've always felt: my own father didn't want me, so why would any other man? That's a love I've always yearned for....but never truly received....and doubt I ever will. He'll come around and things will be good...but he won't stay. Especially if something else more appealing to him in some way walks by, no matter how great I am....he won't stay. They never do. #heartbreak